[*] Random Drummer
[*]Boy Meets Boy
[*]Pitas
[*] Divin To Paradise

Thursday, June 27, 2002
Swim a Mountain

someone pray for me hope that it will do some good i just cant seem to see everything that i should its hard for me to say that i dont know but before you run away theres something you should know id climb every river for you id swim a everest too i'd ski the sahara go swimming bare-a i'd walk an ocean with one shoe id do anything for you im going to pray for you dont ask me why, i feel like it asking next time it'll be true im not gonna treat this like shit its hard for me to hear that you dont know but before i start to fear theres something you should know id climb every river for you id swim a everest too i'd ski the sahara go swimming bare-a i'd walk an ocean with one shoe id do anything for you i'll do anything dont be afraid to ask i'll do everything just come here and ask nothing's gonna make us fall apart cause i believe in us inside my heart id climb every river for you id swim a everest too i'd ski the sahara go swimming bare-a i'd walk an ocean with one shoe id do anything for you id climb every river for you id swim a everest too i'd ski the sahara go swimming bare-a i'd walk an ocean with one shoe id do anything for you

Tuesday, June 18, 2002
Road Trip

so long im finally on my way driving down the interstate gonna make a move gonna make it fast im finally on my way to where the good times last see ya ive left it all behind driving in the midst of time gonna make a move gonna make it soon ive left it all behind to where i can play this tune (chorus) im taking a vacation no need for commotion im full of emotion visiting my home-the ocean theres something i need to see something thats waiting for me somewhere that i can feel free that somewhere is the sea adios the miles are adding up but my destination isnt so closeup gonna make a move gonna make it quick the miles are adding up on my california kick (chorus) im taking a vacation no need for commotion im full of emotion visiting my home-the ocean theres something i need to see something thats waiting for me somewhere that i can feel free that somewhere is the sea theres that certain rhythm that im longing for and i really miss them standing on the shore with every high and low tide im forgetting my stride im relaxing more and more standing on the shore (chorus) im taking a vacation no need for commotion im full of emotion visiting my home-the ocean theres something i need to see something thats waiting for me somewhere that i can feel free that somewhere is the sea

Monday, June 17, 2002
Confusion

when someone told me once that i could buy happiness i didnt understand if all i really wanted was what someone else could own wheres the fun in that i dont get it when people say life is a commodity i dont understand all i really enjoy someone else sees as a chore wheres the fun in that but now i still dont see come closer, explain to me why cant life be fun and games is it so hard to stay the same to see through eyes of a child or are they really that innocent i read somewhere upon a time that someone had given up completely i didnt understand all i love in life someone could give up suddenly wheres the fun in that but now i still dont see come closer, explain to me why cant life be fun and games is it so hard to stay the same to see through eyes of a child or are they really that innocent is it wrong to choose to be happy is it right to try to cry is it wrong to get a little sappy is it right to live a lie is it wrong is it right whos judging me anyway? but now i still dont see come closer, explain to me why cant life be fun and games is it so hard to stay the same to see through eyes of a child or are they really that innocent

Sunday, June 16, 2002
Dying

i remember telling you that i never wanted to take a chance at hurting your heart i recall you telling me theres no where else youd rather be and that we would never part you never thought about a little thing we call doubt its changed us theres nothing we can do anymore its killing me killing you hard to tell the truth its killing me lying to you its killing you killing me it hurts me inside its killing you the lies hurt i remember all the days spending our time different ways holding onto the hope of our young dreams i remember the tomorrows drowning in all our sorrows its hurting us too much it seems you never thought about a little thing we call doubt its changed us theres nothing we can do anymore its killing me killing you hard to tell the truth its killing me lying to you its killing you killing me it hurts me inside its killing you the lies hurt i remember crying in the dark waiting for a spark to light anew our fire of love i remember breathing inside out emotions spilling out ive lost myself in life above getting vaguer as I go nothing left to show losing myself for one last chance...

Saturday, June 15, 2002
What?

eyes of stone yet i broke your heart i can feel you crying heart of ice yet i made you cry i can see you lying i dont know what ive done i broke your shell caused you to fall i should feel good i dont know what ive done love impossible yet i made you love i can know you wondering mind of steel yet i confused you i can help you wandering i dont know what ive done i broke your shell caused you to fall i should feel good i dont know what ive done I dont wanna finish this one...

Friday, June 14, 2002
Global Warming

are the sunsets getting redder? maybe its just me ive come to a fork in my road someone hand me a knife tatoo it onto me "lifes okay, live it right" soaking into a sea of sky the sunsets are getting redder are the nights getting darker? maybe its just me im drowning in my worries its almost over bore it into me "it takes practice to be the best" choking in a river of drought the nights are getting darker *the black is getting whiter the sea is drying out ice is so warm to me the sun is beginning to dim holding tighter makes the night get much brighter niagras a dripping spout the saharas so cold to me the sun is beginning to dim are the oceans getting smaller? maybe its just me its hard to face the day its so close to the end pound it into me "save the world once person at a time" running through a desert of snow the ocean are getting smaller *the black is getting whiter the sea is drying out ice is so warm to me the sun is beginning to dim holding tighter makes the night get much brighter niagras a dripping spout the saharas so cold to me the sun is beginning to dim its turning into nuclear summer opposites seem to attract is it the beginning of the end? its hard to see the truth nuclear summer vacation time *the black is getting whiter the sea is drying out ice is so warm to me the sun is beginning to dim holding tighter makes the night get much brighter niagras a dripping spout the saharas so cold to me the sun is beginning to dim

Thursday, June 13, 2002
Summer Vacation

theres a silence ive been longing for in my heart, in my mind its hard to see but its much more than something left behind its not a scary thing just a little verse to sing its the silence that tells me ive found my peace of mind theres a peace that ive been longing for in my heart, in my soul not hard to see that theres more than losing all control its not so disturbing just my little verse to sing its the peace that tells me ive finally found my soul (chorus) ninety degrees in the shade all your worries seem to fade theres so need to be afraid i set the pace today hundred degrees in the sun nothing wrong about having fun take a seat, its just begun i know this will be the day... theres a dream that ive been longing for in my heart, in my body its plain and clear - theres much more theres nothing oh so shoddy its not so lukewarm just a verse to perform its the dream that tells me ive finally calmed my body (chorus) ninety degrees in the shade all your worries seem to fade theres so need to be afraid i set the pace today hundred degrees in the sun nothing wrong about having fun take a seat, its just begun i know this will be the day...

Wednesday, June 12, 2002
Frostbite:

when he smiles its so cold like a million icicles they wont do as theyre told when he waves i feel the frown its inside his mind but i can still see him lookin down even ice seems to be friendlier even ice seems to care more even ice can seem warm compared to his face ice can do me no harm when he holds me its distant like he doesnt really care what i could have meant it just hurts to bear the pain of his frostbite giving my life such a strain even ice seems to be friendlier even ice seems to care more even ice can seem warm compared to his face ice can do me no harm well when he talks i can know the minty sharpness that just seems to let show even ice seems to be friendlier even ice seems to care more even ice can seem warm compared to his face ice can do me no harm he seems so cold...to me...

Tuesday, June 11, 2002
Comatose (spelling?)

lost in a coma where everything is beautiful dreaming of things that will never be possible theres no need to run so why arent i stopping fold my cellophane wings no one knows inside my mind safe in a coma nothing ever could frighten fine in this darkness ive got a quick urge to escape theres no need to hide so why am i crying treasure my crystallized heart no one knows inside my mind *hold me before i break shattering like the mirror im safe in my mind keep telling myself that maybe i will understand i cant control myself inside my coma hidden in a coma somehow everything is cold i reach out to touch it melts away from my hand no need to be afraid so why am i screaming??? shaping my silken tears no one knows inside my mind *hold me before i break shattering like the mirror im safe in my mind keep telling myself that maybe i will understand i cant control myself inside my coma shh... its quiet here ahh... thats just what i fear shh... why is it so hard to see ahh... all this time, its me *hold me before i break shattering like the mirror im safe in my mind keep telling myself that maybe i will understand i cant control myself inside my coma asleep inside a coma someday i will return to this it will be beautiful its not so frightening anymore no need to shiver im done being afraid folding my wrinkled worries no one knows inside my mind. no one will know inside my mind. *hold me before i break shattering like the mirror im safe in my mind keep telling myself that maybe i will understand i cant control myself inside my coma